Learn YouR "ABC"

A for apple, B for boy, C for cat...thats wat i learn during my kindergarden childhood.
R for rabbit...that wats i am...i'm a rabbit...everyone born in 1987 are rabbits~
But now...i'm not more a child like yesterday, R for me is - Responsibilty
Adulthood = responsibility

Weekdays u have to deal with ur studies, if u are a student, no doubt for a med student...
U have to deal with ur works, if u are working...u have to earn your own living...to pay everything u need, rental, daily spending blah blah blah...no more like the children, living in thier own world...
Sometimes ppl will blame the mighty God, why why why...why all these happen on me...
While others live thier lives so happy, full with laughness n joy~
Why i need to keep worry this n that...y i'm the choosen one...
The only sentence used to console this kind of ppl is - He's making all the obstacles to test the preserverance, to make u grow mature, ur best days are coming soon...but when?

I've been through this kind of life for more than 3 years...when will this end?
Am i an adult, NO, i'm still a teenage, i should have enjoying my life...
Wat is an adult...when u will b considered as an adult? After lose ur virginity? Haha...think more matured~

A child always has a dream, hoping the adulthood coming jz as fast as it will be tmr...
But now, i'm consider myself as an adult...i tell u frankly, i so wish i'm not wat i am...
i wan to be who am i, i not yet prepare to take all these...
Wake up, u must take up ur RESPONSIBILITY...as a student, as a elder brother and as a son of ur parents.
Although it is real tough way...but u r on that path...beside reach the finishing line...there no alternative way...
Ur life is own by the R in adulthood~